Good Enough (ft. Lavon)

from Diary of a Dreamer by Kotic Couture

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lyrics

Stuck in my head

And I don’t wanna be there

Anymore

Look in the mirror

Issa Rae, I feel

So insecure



Is this what I really want?

Am I ready for the jump?

Everybody hustling,

Why do I think I’m the one?



Fighting thoughts

Like who told you

You deserve this shit

Money,power

We only

Want some turn up

It’s

For the culture

Let’s make it a little darker

Continue

Planting seeds

Promoting

early departure



Falling harder

Every time we stumble

Can’t understand

No new shit

Can’t decipher

The mumbled



Dialing numbers

Praying that someone answer

Cause the stress

Of this mess

Cause the psyche

To Dismantle



I go

On and on

Not sure

what I’m searching for

But when

I make the wrong decision

I’m sure I’ll regret it or



Blame self so much

I push my disdain for self higher

Too bad life don’t come

With demonstrations

Or a trial



So all my errors

They haunt me till I forgive myself

Trying to bury

All the bullshit

With some drugs

Or wealth



Note to self

Don’t nobody

Got it figured out

Half of the journeys

Making sense of

What this life about



this is my destiny

Word to Kelly and Yonce

I’m just tryna

Shed my shell (Michelle)

survivor of this hard game

They can label all they want

And leave the writings on the wall

my destiny will be fulfilled

Before I got and end it all.



(Chorus)



Will I find my love

Will I find myself

Time will only tell

Will I ever feel good enough?

(x2)



Texts back and forth

How many times we gonna

Go about it

I’m thru convincing you

I’m worth your time

I really doubt that

The seven minutes in heaven

Is worth the months of pain

Trying to convince myself

I’m worth some love again

After you shatter

All the confidence I’ve built

This situation is rocky

Tryna get over the hill.

Healthy love

Ain’t nothing

I’ve seen on the regular

So everyone’s an enemy

Perceived as a predator

I think I’m fearful

Of what we really could be

Never allowed

My walls to come down

And be seen for me

So I just blame my past

But it’s really my fault

Contemplating

If I’m deserving

Of loving at all



(Chorus)



Will I find my love

Will I find myself

Time will only tell

Will I ever feel good enough?

(x2)



They champion you

over everybody else

It’s been a minute

I’ve felt I only have self

So I resent all of you equal

Feel like we stranger people

Had to set my own tone

Of what to go succeed too

My small accomplishments

Ain’t never noticed

What do I have to do

To feel like

Happiness deserving

No matter how bright

I shine

It gets dimmed by your issues

And I think sometimes

My tough exterior

Gets misused

Like I don’t need love

I’m too strong for affection

like they don’t give a fuck

About anything that I mention

So the distance become greater

Taught myself not to hate it

And Maybe the bad taste

Will subside a little later.



(Chorus)



Will I find my love

Will I find myself

Time will only tell

Will I ever feel good enough?

(x2)

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from Diary of a Dreamer, released May 10, 2019

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